I figured instead of complaining in the running groups that I'm in over on Facebook, I'd start blogging cause I have feelings that need to get out apparently. So I'm training for my very first 50k race. I've done two marathons, 4 half-marathons and a few other distances. But this specific training for 50 freaking kilometers has totally messed me up mentally. I have zero motivation. Usually I can depend on disipline but it's not working. I have 17 weeks until race day, so I kn